While lying on my back in a sailboat
Floating like driftwood
Into the unknown
Abigail, you've been dead and gone for so long
That I don't even remember your face anymore
I don't know if I'm sad that it's her and not you
Or that maybe I wasn't ready for this at all
I'll roll off the side of this vessel
Let the ocean salt water choke completely
Let it rise throughout my body
And dissipate when it's killed me
My intentions were pure, but my execution came out all wrong.
I thought I'd spend my whole life making it up to you
But then you had passed along.
In the sea, I have no name
In the sea, my face is just a face
No one knows about you, Abigail
No one cares at all
Your replacement will try to save me from my watery grave
The liquid tomb won't say no
I may be dying now, Abigail
But the truth is I died long ago.