So Sorry

I thought there was love
And that she would catch my blood
Yet it spills
Who's truth are you living?
If it was mine
You'd be in my bed
And I'd be in your arms
I like my truth
Better than yours
I wish you did too, kid.

A continuing mission statement.

I've waved this white flag before
But I just want to make sure it's been seen
All I've wanted when I'm not around
Is to be missed
And for someone to be glad that I exist.

Damp

Abegail is asleep in my bed
Wrapped up warm in sheets
In a sea of make believe
With you, love, I never had a choice
Without you, my dearest, I never had a chance
I want to touch her face
But my hand would only go right through
She's just a ghost
A dreamer in a dream world
That I dreamed up myself
I am a daydreamer
Sinking in an ocean of dreams
Drowning because I miss you
Dying because I let you go
Without a very good fight
I will wait forever
But if only you wait forever too.

Cold Sweat

Martyr me
For all of my enemies to see
I walked a mile
Just to dance with the breeze
I'd do a waltz just to feel anything at all
The trumpets play
and the flutes ebb and flow
They soundtrack the danger I've gotten myself into
I'll feel the cold sweat run
and drip down my face
Sometimes it burns real bad
Other times
When the wind will blow upon my skin
On a cold, cold night
It's the only thing that feels "real".
Where are my friends?
Where is my family?
Why are you the only one
Who can save me?